Log in

Pauls Live Journal [entries|friends|calendar]

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[06 Oct 2009|09:42pm]
Finally cooling off here .. Bout time its October. The new house is starting to look homely. Lifes good.. Works good.
post comment

[03 Oct 2009|08:18am]
I hate you with a passion
post comment

livejournal [04 Jun 2009|05:36pm]
wow i found a link in my old favorites.. might start posting here again.
post comment

[22 May 2005|08:16pm]
This is to Rose... Hey!! If you ever get online and check this out!!!! CALL me or leave me an email.. I miss ya dude!!! my number is the same 586-1621 fallbrook area code.. MISS YOU.. Vegas is great for me.. just miss all my old friends.. :(

post comment

moving to Las Vegas [04 Jan 2005|02:31pm]
havent updated in a long time.. moving to Henderson Nevada.. right outside Vegas...

updated pics of my son.. hes now 4 months old.. Cant wait to move out there and start over.. if only one person could move with me.. everything would be perfect.. oh well.. happy new years all.. paul out

2 comments|post comment

[05 Sep 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Ugh.... Charlene just left on the train today going back up to LA.. Never felt so good to hold her laying in bed with Ethan there. Im soo sad now.. I have to wait till next weekend to see them both... She needs to hurry up and move down here.. Otherwise it was a good weekend.. My parents came down and met Ethan and Charlene.. Never seen my dad this happy.. he had a big smile on his face :)... Well gonna go.. paul out

I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes

I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same

I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicare to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die

The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you

And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immulate
We can burn in each other's arms

post comment

MY BABY BOY WAS BORN! [30 Aug 2004|06:27pm]
[ mood | excited ]

My little angel Ethan was born! Friday morning!... he weighed 8 lbs. 11 oz. and 20 in. long!!! This is the happiest ive ever been in my life.. @#)($#@)#@#$)#(*$(##)@($(@#$* I dont know how to do the livejounal clip thing.. so screw you im putting them on the front page HAHA.. :)

15 comments|post comment

Rawwwwwwwwwwwwwwr [13 Aug 2004|05:31pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

You think you fucking know me,
but you don't know a fucking thing.
So much bullshit, it surrounds me,
it won't affect the way I live.
Trouble has always been there, always been by my side.
I'll do the best with what I got,
it's not a lot, but I know I'll survive.
There's another face, that won't be around for a long time.
And another day, best believe I'm pushing on.
Everyone, everywhere has changed so much.
Time and time again, I've fucked things up.
All my hopes and dreams, have been gone so long.
Now I know, my future is fucking dead.
Nothing was ever handed to me,
but fuck that now I can't complain.
No one ever showed me the way,
so I fought through life to find the next day.
A lot of ugly that I've found,
slapped me right in the face.
Overcome truth before trust, in myself I must believe.

3 comments|post comment

my life [10 Jul 2004|10:45pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Well looks like im gonna be Daddy Paul.. I just found out that im going to have a boy with my ex girlfriend.. Kinda wierd.. Was suppose to get an abortion.. something im totally against.. but well she decided to keep it.. and i just recently found out about it.. Im shocked yet happy at the same time.. August 24th is the due date.. Cant wait to see my son.. Paul out

15 comments|post comment

[28 Jun 2004|11:03pm]
1 comment|post comment

[10 May 2004|09:28pm]
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whnever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you
7 comments|post comment

blah [20 Apr 2004|07:45pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Havent updated my journal in forever.. Hmm... Ya know, there are some really fake people in this world.. That just try and do anything to gain attention. Good attention... Bad attention.. Doesn't care.. They just wanna get known.It really bugs me. Specially when its people you know and care alot about.. But whatever.. Fuck it, I say..I hate it when people also lie to you to cover up the truth just so it doesnt hurt you anymore than it already does..Ya know. Im over this bullshit now.. What a waist of my life, and so much pain for nothing.. Im so thankful i have good friends whom i can trust.. blah blah blah.. So yeah Ive been working at Comp USA Digital Living.. Its pretty cool.. besides getting my face smashed in with a BIG FUCKING DRILL.. Its been fun. Ill be up in LA for the next 2 weekends.. staying in a hotel doing a bazillion dollar home theater.. its gonna rock once its done.. So yeah thats my life righ tnow.. Got my new puppy.. and working alot.. Fun stuff eh. Lifes a bitch.. fuck it.. Paul out..

7 comments|post comment

[19 Mar 2004|06:44am]
happy birthday to me yesterday! YAY!
4 comments|post comment

[14 Mar 2004|08:13pm]
buy me this gun

1 comment|post comment

[12 Mar 2004|08:34pm]
I typed Paul on Google and on Images.. and found this guy named paul.. Lili told me to do it.. so i did! haha

1 comment|post comment

[08 Mar 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Root canals hurt :(

3 comments|post comment

[05 Mar 2004|09:04pm]

5 comments|post comment

[04 Mar 2004|07:45pm]
i got hurt today at work.. broke 2 teeth in half and 5 stitces in my chin :(
4 comments|post comment

[25 Feb 2004|09:53am]
Got a job.....
6 comments|post comment

bah [14 Feb 2004|05:51pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

Valentines day sucks.. Only good thing today was when i went riding and jumping in Carlsbad.. Tonights gonna suck.. Oh well.. Theres always next year.....

3 comments|post comment

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]